self unsatisfactory performance

today is the last day of work in year 2007... but i'm not happy at all ah..!!! =.=''

boss gav us to prepare our KPI today... performance evaluation report... 

with the budgeted figure and our actual performance figure, we had to tabulate our performance marks according to the percentage weightage given.

very unsatisfied with the marks i tabulated out... jus so disappointed... can say is worst compared to last year la.....

i donno why they need to calculate like tis... many sections are so unfair... gosh...  

how can ur performance evaluation report to be done in november... but the budget is just out... wei..!!! how de hack i can know or predict my own budget meh??.... year end now only tell u wats ur budget for 2007 wor...  i jus base on last yr budget to do mar.... why increase so much..??... ... 

now wat i did and the budget is a far distance lor..... then how?? un-productivity ke???   

some i did alot.... is alot... but then is calculated in another way....and marks are driven down....  so..?? does it means next year i no need do so much la.... no difference mar... waste my effort...

haiz..... donno still got bonus or not.... increment also hopeless jor la........ ish.....

so down lor me..... wat can i do???...... so helpless.... and why no fren online today geh??...so cham no fren geh me.... no one for me to san gar....... haiz.........sob sob   555555!!!! 

during lunch time.... i very frus jor..... so desperate to have some ice cream to cool down myself.... so i suggested to lunch in swensons... don care la... no money also wan eat ah...!! too gik sum dy.....

order jor executive set lunch... complimentary of soup of day, soft drink and ice cream with any main course 

donno wat soup is tis... mostly is starch and some crabmeat stick.. quite spicy cos of the black pepper

chicken mushroom spaghetti .... err feel a weird taste of it... think is the garlic gua.... 

sprite... 

the most yummy is the dessert..... banana split ice cream.... is a new flavor... so i tried it.. taste like mixed with strawberry, vanilla, nuts, banana taste.. hahaaa..

after the full lunch.... my mood is better jor..... 

then a colleague took out a stack of clothes... we tot he go pasar malam selling clothes... ahaha... but he claim he gonna donate it..... then i was curious and look at it.... wah..!! nike T.. still got label on it... in plastic wan wor.... new T wanna donate??..... 

then all the colleague start to come and 8 har..... tease him and ask him to donate to us la... we very poor also.... ahaha

yuen loi he yesterday go marketing visit tis customer manufacture nike clothes.... so the boss jus grab some Ts for him.... but mostly is woman T ... ahaha he cant wear.....so nice geh.... next time bring me along la...   i think is those old stock or defect samples gua...

i pick jor 1 T.... S size...  hehee... fits me.... 

not bad ler.... somemore is free...... wat so ever... jus take la...... .

back home.... saw the dine-in table got a big box wor..... 

wow... roasted duck..... 

mum order it from a restaurant.. cos they doin promotion... rm28 only for a whole roasted duck...... not bad hor..... i steal few piece eat jor... hehehee....

haiz..... don wan think of my performance liao..... cheat ppl wan tis stupid company.... ........ 

hmmmmmm..... very 心淡 了.....

now take a nap better....

nightz

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